sorry sorry sorry sorry @ 2003-11-29

oh darlings
i have forgotten
you
in the midst of all my breathing
i felt safest when away from
words.

pianos have inspired me
that senseless drain on my senses
and the daylight
seems to haunt me
but i have done nothing
to preserve the ghost
and i will do nothing
until i can desert myself again
so i'm sorry if this is nonsense
but i am so bruised from the constant
pounding of my heartbeat
that i can hardly think straight
think ok.

a funeral invitation
i accepted
and we danced on those graves
in the rain
falling down covered in mud and tombstones
i cut my lip on a rose.

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